Emo-ment

Sometimes i want to tell you how much i miss you.. How i can just sit beside you and not say anything.. And you'd ramble on about your day, your peeves, your corny jokes.. And I'd laugh on cue or smirk or engage in playful banter.. And i'd forget what the hell i was sad for.. And without even trying, i will feel safe telling you my fears, my sadness, my surging idiosyncracies.. And you'd let me think things through, filter the pebbles that trip me along the way, and hold me.. And sit there.. Silently.. Knowingly.. Like this was all i really needed.. That my vulnerability is endearing.. That your arms around me will be my safety net.. And i will trust once again.. And smile.. And you'll break such blissful moment with a seemingly corny joke.. And you'll have me pegged by then.. Marked.. That i will never know such comfort had i not been with you.. And that someday i will miss you..Someday has been these days without you..

Sometimes, i want to tell you just how much i miss you.

** Listening to: Sorrento Moon (Tina Arena), Hole in My Heart (Phil Collins), Return to Me (October Project)